MY HEART BEATS WITH HIS.......................

I know you are only mine but still i am afraid of loosing you constantly.The reason is simple it's because in the past one year my heart beats with you,my every breath is connected to yours.When you are happy i am happy,when you are in pain i am in pain.Everything related to you is related to my life.I know one thing you are meant only to be in my life but when i look at my past i am afraid whether you will do the same with me what everyone else has done.Our families have accepted our relation but the question ishave we both accepted each other.My carefree attitude will remain with me forever and that will always remain with me,you arr dominating and i hate people who dominate me,knowing that there are many differences between us i still want to be with you for the rest of my life i can't live without you.I LOVE YOU RAJEEV AND WILL FEEL AT THE TOP OF THE WORLD THE DAY WE BOTH WILL BE TOGETHER FPR THE REST OF OUR LIFE.LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU READ THIS.

MY PASSION.

Music has always been my first love and above all my passion for which i can dedicate my whole life.Though it is quite late in life that i realised it but learning is a process which goes on till u breathe your last.It's AJIVASAN were i realised that my passion and dream can come true,thanks to Padma didi for showing faith  in me and pooja didi who realised in the first session
 that music is my life.When we love something that hunger for achieving that goal keeps you going knowing that the road ahead is not like a bed of roses.If i would not have auditioned for Indian idol this year i would never realise what was actually missing in my life fore so many years.I have thanked so many people but it's all because of my grandmother that all my dreams have come true and it's only because of her support and immense faith in me that i am what i am.Thanks to her for being my backbone and my grandpa if i don't mention his name he will be annoyed hahahha.

MUMBAI.......

Mumbai...........what comes to our mind when we think about this city.A city where thousands of people come to live their dreams everyday.For me the city has altogether a different story to say.A city where i truly live my dreams,i can see them coming true as i am getting closer and closer to my goal as each year is passing by.It makes me proud that i am born in a city like Mumbai. Life in this city is quite different frm the rest in India that fast pace of life seriously keeps us busy but it still has something in it to keep everyone going and that "we" feeling in mumbaikars that makes us feel united even at the time of crisis.I have seen a different Mumbai during my childhood...that monsoon is missing over the past few tears,i still remember clearly when i was small i use to sail these paper boats when the water clogged infront of my bunglow.But i enjoy the monsoon here.As i say in my blog this is a place where i truly live "MY LIFE,MY DREAMS"

SORRY

I never use the word sorry even when i am wrong but today i would like to say it to my mom.We realise what we have lost in life only when we can't get it anymore.I have always been very selfish when iy was related to my career and life i took my own decisions and never thought of asking any one but meanwhile i use to hurt many people who truly cared for me.today when i am not in talking terms with my mother i realise her importance.why do we need a mother even when we got everything in life it's her warmth that makes us feel protected and secure even when we have made the biggest blunder of our life we know somewhere in our heart that she loves us and will always forgive us.I still love my mom but i can never express it to her,i care for her,but things hv become to sour even to say sorry.I hope one day i will be able to keep my ego aside and gibe her a hug and say sorry maa.